Can it get weirder?

Can it get weirder?

Ok, maybe I went through the valley of the shadow of chaos so I could emerge a shimmering new creature, more easily bewildered and less rosey-bespectacled. I'm not sure if it's worked. It seemed as though things just were in a permanent state of strange and I couldn't handle it. Now it seems like things are in a permanent state of change and I adore it. Life keeps getting weirder and better and I feel SO LUCKY with each passing day. I'm waiting for the job euphoria to kick in. But everything else is near peachy.

Ok, was bummed out about the dating life. Whatever. Heaved that slag and moved on to bigger and better things. Again, always when it seems like I'm totally on the verge of giving up, something good happens. Well, we'll see. I keep counting chickens and winding up with omelets. (broken eggs, oops). Its nice to just have fun for a change.

Wanted a dog, got a dog. LOVE her. She rocks!!! I couldn't have asked for a sweeter dog, especially from a shelter that is a year old. Incredibly lucky. And loves to run. Maybe this dog is also my new exercise enforcer. Killer!

I'm sort of starting to get it together at home and work. SORT OF. We'll see how it goes. I'm not forcing it. But I will get settled in here and work will always be work. The new boss is a bit of a hag. Makes me really miss Kim, but you know what they say..."you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone." So true. So true. Honestly there is a lesson in all of this for me. I'm just not sure what it is yet.

But it might seem to be: DON'T marry a guy you think will keep you down. Life has gotten SO much better since I've been single. I actually feel alive. Its nice. Who knew?